Reality Porn Blog: BIG NATURALS is when someone you've never met makes eye contact with you, and you recognize each other. And suddenly you and he become real, and everything else becomes unreal. It's like in the old movies, when they did this crummy back-projection, and you see that the actors are really in a film set, and not really on top of the skyscraper, or in front of the volcano, or whatever.
When you're in the middle of the Look, your secrets are shared, and you find they're the same secrets. You know each other. When we shared the Look, I saw he was a Seeker, like me. And we knew we had to do the dirty, sooner or later, even if it destroyed lives. That fucking Look. A lot of people confuse it with Love. Who knows, maybe it is Love.